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He / Him
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April 12
Lumiose City, Kalos
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i fell for your magic. i tasted your skin. and though this is tragic, at least i found the end.
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BARNABY FINCH
a shadow of doubt [m/ww]
POSTED ON Feb 21, 2022 22:09:27 GMT
Damn.
Watching Summer crumble before him was like a stab to the heart. He would have expected her to literally do that, though, before something like this.
Barnaby reached a hand outward, slowly, gently, so that she could refuse the touch if she wanted to. His palm cupped her cheek, a thumb used to brush away her tears.
"I understand." All too well. How many times had he'd sought connection from his family, only to be pushed away? Kept at arms-reach? Tethered, like a dog, but not loved like one.
It was this feeling of isolation that melded Barnaby into the man he was: desperate for affection, always seeking out attention and limelight. If he wasn't given the recognition he wanted, he'd simply take it.
It seemed he and Summer were travelling along the same broken path, except he was ahead in his journey. While she cried and confessed her woes, her heart bleeding and suffering, all he could do was console her. Barnaby knew her pain, because he'd felt it before.
Resolution only came when his heart had been sealed off, unavailable to those who could hurt it. He still sought connections with others, but not commitment — because how could you be let down if there were no strings attached?
"A sad reality of this ephemeral life." He said softly, his thumb continuing to stroke her cheek. "But you have a choice, Summer. Explicit loneliness or the chance at something more? It's a gamble we all have to take."
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